Thanks for the comments my loveries. (: ---------------------------------------------- It was torturing me. I could hear her screams. They were heartbreaking. It killed me that I couldn't do anything to stop it. I couldn't help her. I couldn't rescue her. I couldn't do anything. I was completely useless. I was sitting here, on the floor, with a gun thrust to my skull, while she was in there with HIM. I couldn't tear my eyes away from the closed door. Each and every sound she made, of the pain, agony, called me to save her. To be a hero. But I couldn't. I was here, while HE was doing God knows what to her. I wanted to cover my ears, block out her screams for me, but I couldn't do that, either. I was forced to listen. The worst part was this was because of me. It was all because of me. THIS was happening to Ellie because of me. I wished I could take this all away. I wish I could save her. I wish I had never come here. I wish I had just stayed home. I wished I had met Ellie a different way. I wish I could have saved her. But, wishes mean nothing. They are dreams, built up, and just waiting to be destroyed. Wishes were false hope. There was no point in them. They didn't come true. There has only been one wish that came true in my live: to be able to play my music. It came true, and now, I'm wishing it didn't. If it didn't, they wouldn't care. I'd just be another person to them. They would have robbed the store, and left. That's it. But, because of that stupid wish that had ...
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